Tuesday, September 18, 2007

How much is too much??

How much IS too much?? Somethings can be easily measured; eating a half gallon carton of ice cream at one sitting is definitely too much. Staying in the sun until you are blistered and peeling is too much. But relaxation??? Does it become counter productive or does it increase productivity?

When I was in Italy last year without a pager/cell, being chauffeured about, meals to please, I was VERY relaxed. I did not think that this would be possible on this side and living with Mabel but I do feel like I am living a really good life right now. Last night I was out to Thai food with my friends, tonight we have had wine and cheese at the Hillcrest Wine Steals (Italian wines at that). Maybe it is all that Italian fermentation but I feel so good! Not only that, but I have an appointment for a facial this weekend. I never treat myself like this!! I suddenly realize that I deserve it! I work with people who say "Thanks Deb" and really appreciate my work ethic so I think it just overflows into my own sense of self worth (I have never been shy or one to hide the fact that I have a natural instinct/smarts but to have it appreciated is beyond great!!)

insert^ BIG HUGE SIGH!^

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