Even though a lot of things are falling into place there is still that sense of waiting. I have completed my PPD, physical, etc. and am waiting for a start date for my new job. I see the next 2 months as being very hectic and crazy. Working 2 jobs for a while, weening the Arc people off of their heavy dependence on my brain, learning new things at my new job.
As I stand for most of the weekend day in my kitchen so that I can get some food ahead for Mom I wonder where my life will be in 6 months. I wonder what I would do with my time if I did not need to take care of her, I wonder.......
What I hope for is that I can just cook daily or every other day and put up left overs for her. I hope that I can walk to dog, do breakfast and go to the gym for a while in the mornings. I hope that having my mornings free will allow me more freedom to do other things like browse the mall, read a book, enjoy my patio. I do hope for a future where I can put myself first once in a while.
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You're doing both jobs for a while? Crazy woman! I do hope that you put yourself first. You need time to recharge your batteries, relax and to not also be "on".
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